Power, Presence

Who Is Actually In Charge Here?

January 25, 2025

Early for the camellias to be blooming at the park, but that’s what happens when spring weather arrives in January

Ultimately, I don’t believe that Trump is in charge. Although he pretty much seems to think that he is.

There is finally snow in the forecast today for the mountains and rain for my house. The long-range forecast is also showing rain in early February, possibly three days in a row. That feels hopeful.

A possible change in the weather is a small bright spot. So far it has not rained this month. We’ve had day after day of beautiful spring weather. Spring weather in January is not good. While the lack of rain has been distressing, it was not the most troubling thing this week. (I’m sure you can guess what the most troubling thing was).

I am wondering when my stomach will return to normal. I am sure it is not good for me, to have this burbling anxiety churning away inside me. I am still trying to process all the things that have changed in our country since Monday when Trump took office and issued his executive orders. I bet you are already familiar with them and also with his response to Bishop Mariann Edgar Budde’s powerful sermon at the Washington National Cathedral last week. Budde simply (and respectfully) asked Trump to have mercy on immigrants and LGBTQ+ folks. Trump’s response? Budde is a “Radical Left hard line Trump hater” (I love how he talks about himself in the third person.) Also, her sermon was “nasty in tone,” “boring,” and “uninspiring.” He even said she should apologize (because mercy is such a nasty thing, I guess).

It’s going to be a long four years.

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Power, Presence

Another Fire Reflection

January 11, 2025

Sometimes I light a candle before I start writing. It’s a way to honor the time, to set it apart. Tonight when I lit my candle, I thought about the fires that are burning in Southern California, about the evacuation orders that have expanded, about the people who have been allowed to return to what used to be their homes and are only finding rubble.

I live in fire country. We had a fire burn near our town last summer and were ordered to evacuate. It was the first evacuation order that I remember since we’ve lived here, but we’ve had at least two evacuation warnings in the past. The WatchDuty app, which gives real time updates on area fires, has been a precious information source on my phone for years now. I read tonight in a NY Times piece that WatchDuty has become a “lifeline” for Los Angeles residents this week, that it’s gained 14 million unique users and has had more than two million downloads. When fires come, information is gold.

While fires are causing death and destruction in the Los Angeles area, I finally got around to unloading the trunk of my car this week. We were lucky this year: we’ve had measurable soaking rain. But sometime last June or July, when the weather was warming and the rains had gone, I filled my trunk with special keepsakes. I have done this for years, probably since the first fire scare that we had a few months after we moved to this mountain town. That year, my husband and children and I had ventured down to Sacramento to visit the State Fair. Ironically, my children were making their way through the Smokey Bear fire safety exhibit when my phone started to ding with text messages from family and friends. There was a fire in our town, they said. I looked to the east and saw a massive smoke plume.

Thankfully, that fire veered away from our town and no homes were lost.

I am not the only one who fills the car with mementos and drives around with them all summer. Because here is the unfortunate thing about our fire season, which can start at the end of May and linger through early December. You never know when one will start. And when one does, you don’t know if you are going to be home (which is generally preferable)  or at work (which is not so good if your pets are home alone). There are things that I have done in case a fire breaks out when I am not home: all of my good neighbors have keys to my house. My cat carrier lives outside the front door, all summer long. My go-bag with all the papers that I don’t want in my car is also by the front door. If they could, I know that one of my good neighbors would stop by to grab the cat and my go-bag. That would be enough.

(And the dog? Are you curious about Biscuit? Biscuit is a lucky puppy. He has a labradoodle friend who lives in a nearby town and spends most of his time with her family when I am at work. In case of a fire here, he would be safe there. Unfortunately, the cat has no such connections and has to stay home alone.) Continue Reading…