Power, Presence

A Mistake I Did Not Make

June 27, 2026

Photo by Kenneth Schipper on Unsplash. Pigs are cute! If you read to the end, I share how I’ve had times when I adopted a vegetarian diet. Seeing photos like this? It makes me think about  doing that again.

I almost made a big mistake this week. My shadow side and ego were definitely showing up.

I had work at 11:00 am Tuesday morning. Normally, I leave my house about an hour early, which gives me plenty of time to make it to town, since the drive generally takes only half an hour. Tuesday was not a normal day, though. The first part of my drive is straight down the freeway to the town where my kids went to school; that usually takes ten to fifteen minutes. But Tuesday? It took two hours.

Two hours!

Not surprisingly, I did not make it to work for my 11:00 am appointment. I did not make it to work until nearly 1:00 pm.

Because sometime in the dark of night, a semi-truck jackknifed and turned over, spilling some of its cargo onto the freeway. Lots of semi-trucks move up and down our freeway, and there are areas with surprising curves. Speeding trucks sometimes misjudge these sections; sleepy drivers cause problems, too. It’s not unusual for the freeway to shut down for a time so the authorities can clean up a spill.

Except the spill this week was unusual. It was pigs—hundreds of pigs.

Some of the pigs escaped and had to be rounded up. Others were trapped in the truck’s trailer and had to be rescued. By 7:00 am, the local news reported that “a handful of pigs were let out of the trailer.” By 8:00 am, crews were trying to load the pigs onto another trailer that had arrived to take them away. Not surprisingly, this was not easy, since the pigs were apparently not eager to be transferred anywhere else. Animal Services was at the scene, and “one of its vehicles had at least five of the pigs that ran loose onboard.”

All of this happened while I was still sleeping, and then merrily going about my normal morning routine without a care in the world. Eventually, I had notice that something might affect my drive time, when a friend texted me that she’d heard the freeway was backed up. I was about to take Biscuit for a walk, but thought better of it, and hopped in the car and was on my way. I made it to the freeway onramp and saw that traffic was basically stopped, so I very cleverly got onto the frontage road and zipped along, spying the stopped cars on the freeway and feeling rather pleased with myself. Until the frontage road also stopped.

And that was the beginning of my disastrous morning commute. It was a painfully slow process, moving up a car length or two for close to two hours.

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Presence, Security

My Feet are Finicky

June 22, 2026

Too soon to tell if these will work or not. I’m still hopeful!

I had shoes to return at the DSW store in Roseville last weekend. The shoes I ordered online from there did not fit. Apparently, I am having trouble buying shoes these days. Part of it might be that I hate buying shoes, since nothing seems to feel right in the store. I am afraid my feet are getting finicky as I age. Also, shoes are expensive and manufacturers are rude and sometimes change a shoe’s style, apparently to keep things updated and fresh. But if the old style worked for me and I could buy it sight unseen and be happy, then they decide to change it? All bets are off.

That’s what happened to the sandals I’ve worn the last few summers. I ordered what I thought was the same thing and tried to wear them, but they weren’t comfortable. After looking at them more closely, I noticed they are slightly different from the ones that were great before. There is a spot by the big toe on my right foot that hurts! Some people say I should keep wearing them, that eventually they’ll break in, adjust, and be fine. That has never seemed to work for me, though, which is why I have a few pairs of nearly new shoes that never got comfortable. Hence the need to go to Roseville to return them, look for something else, and try again.

Unfortunately, I don’t only need new sandals—I also need new running shoes. I’ve worn the same style of running shoes for years. I love them! I found a pair online at a shoe liquidator that should work. I wore them around the house one morning and desperately wanted them to be comfortable! But there is a spot on my left ankle that is rubbing the wrong way. I will clomp around the house again soon and hope that it’s a temporary blip. If not, I will have to return them and visit the local running shoe store and try something different. The problem is that new running shoes cost upward of $150. The ones I found at the liquidator were about half that, and though they were not a color I normally would have picked, I don’t care much about that. I basically want comfort and support. I think the local running store will let me buy a pair for $150 and return them if they end up hurting my feet. I know it’s an investment in my health and well-being, and I should do it without angst, especially if I miraculously find something I love. I’ll keep you posted.

In the grand scheme of things, having trouble finding shoes that are comfortable is not a big problem. It is annoying, sure, but not catastrophic. It’s not like getting a scary health diagnosis or losing my job or needing a major car repair. All seems mostly right in my world right now. I have so much to be thankful for!

Except my sandals are old, and what will I wear out in the world today?

For now, my old sandals.