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Another Fire Reflection

January 11, 2025

Sometimes I light a candle before I start writing. It’s a way to honor the time, to set it apart. Tonight when I lit my candle, I thought about the fires that are burning in Southern California, about the evacuation orders that have expanded, about the people who have been allowed to return to what used to be their homes and are only finding rubble.

I live in fire country. We had a fire burn near our town last summer and were ordered to evacuate. It was the first evacuation order that I remember since we’ve lived here, but we’ve had at least two evacuation warnings in the past. The WatchDuty app, which gives real time updates on area fires, has been a precious information source on my phone for years now. I read tonight in a NY Times piece that WatchDuty has become a “lifeline” for Los Angeles residents this week, that it’s gained 14 million unique users and has had more than two million downloads. When fires come, information is gold.

While fires are causing death and destruction in the Los Angeles area, I finally got around to unloading the trunk of my car this week. We were lucky this year: we’ve had measurable soaking rain. But sometime last June or July, when the weather was warming and the rains had gone, I filled my trunk with special keepsakes. I have done this for years, probably since the first fire scare that we had a few months after we moved to this mountain town. That year, my husband and children and I had ventured down to Sacramento to visit the State Fair. Ironically, my children were making their way through the Smokey Bear fire safety exhibit when my phone started to ding with text messages from family and friends. There was a fire in our town, they said. I looked to the east and saw a massive smoke plume.

Thankfully, that fire veered away from our town and no homes were lost.

I am not the only one who fills the car with mementos and drives around with them all summer. Because here is the unfortunate thing about our fire season, which can start at the end of May and linger through early December. You never know when one will start. And when one does, you don’t know if you are going to be home (which is generally preferable)  or at work (which is not so good if your pets are home alone). There are things that I have done in case a fire breaks out when I am not home: all of my good neighbors have keys to my house. My cat carrier lives outside the front door, all summer long. My go-bag with all the papers that I don’t want in my car is also by the front door. If they could, I know that one of my good neighbors would stop by to grab the cat and my go-bag. That would be enough.

(And the dog? Are you curious about Biscuit? Biscuit is a lucky puppy. He has a labradoodle friend who lives in a nearby town and spends most of his time with her family when I am at work. In case of a fire here, he would be safe there. Unfortunately, the cat has no such connections and has to stay home alone.) Continue Reading…

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December 28, 2024
Apparently, I sometimes think that the rules don’t apply to me.

I donated blood one day this week. I scheduled an 8:15 am appointment because I had a massage to do at 10:00 am and lunch with a friend at 11:30. You know how they say you should eat a good meal before you give blood? Pshaw, I thought. I had been eating nothing but goodies the last few days. Christmas candy and Christmas cookies and ham and lasagna and cranberry orange bread and all of my favorite carb laden foods. So much deliciousness!

I was feeling the effects of that and wanted a day of healthier eating. I’d tried intermittent fasting over the years, a way of spacing out meals so that my body has a chance to rest and recover from the onslaught of food I’d been feeding it. I often skip breakfast, have been donating blood for years, and handle the stress of it just fine (except for the time that I passed out while giving blood in high school years ago, but that’s another story), so it seemed like it wouldn’t be a problem to skip breakfast, give blood, and enjoy an early lunch. Sure, they warn you not to pilot a plane or sit in a hot tub for a day or so after your donation, but really, all I had to do was one appointment before lunch. It was going to be an easy day!

After my donation, I sat in the waiting area for fifteen minutes like they tell you to do and sipped my diet soda and begrudgingly ate a few almonds. I didn’t actually want to eat the almonds, because that immediately ended my intermittent fasting period. But I did anyway, to make the folks who run the center happy. Then I hopped in the car, drove to my office, and waited for my client. I was fine! Except about 15 minutes into the treatment, I started to feel strangely hot and a little faint. Thirsty. I paused the session, probably the first time in nearly twenty-five years of massage work that I’d had to do that. I drank some water. Ate another handful of almonds from the pack they gave me at the blood bank. Went back to finish the session. Continue Reading…